It is NOT just one thing but it is many things that make you a total loser! AND it isn't like this happened overnight! It started long ago. Perhaps you can even pinpoint exactly when it began. Feeling your face turning red in embarrassment, in shame. Hearing the laughter. All at your expense. Oh all those experiences are imprinted deep in your psyche, It is not clear when emasculation became arousing, but it did. Failure after failure. Professionally, personally and most especially with Women. Women are so intuitive! Women especially women like ME CAN recognize a loser like you! It is so ob... Show more