This is The Gay Awakening Podcast. A huge shift in your sexuality is happening, and I am here to help you through it. This is a series where I respond and assign tasks to your Confessions and Questions. You may go to my site to enter your confession or question. There is also a place to upload any images or videos for me to review. This will take the place of any other correspondence I have with you guys. If you want to interact with me, this is the only way. I will try and respond to all submissions with a video that you can purchase on here. The clip is directed to a certain person, but if this applies to you too, you may also participate in the tasks and report back to me. Mistress Raven joins me in this one!
IN THIS EPISODE #31: Closet Case Chodie Cody writes, "Hi Goddess Bri and Miss Raven! I’m SO glad I found this podcast and I can’t wait to binge more and catch up on all of the episodes on both your stores! I LOVE THIS!!! I’m fan girling so hard over you guys.
(For reference on the one photo, that is the floaty from the Chelsea Barbie pool set, which had a half inch circumference yet somehow fits like a glove...) My name is Cody, some dommes call me Chodie, Grody Cody, Closet Cody, and most other times by the wrong name like Cory because I’m not worth remembering. I just turned 30 years old. I’m a turbo virgin from Virginia, the State for Lovers .. not living up to that slogan at all so far. Straight or Gay.
I’m a pretty extreme emotional masochist, so my limits are your limits on the bullying and mockery. I just like doubling down on being a loser. I haven’t done anything sexually, no dates, never kissed a girl (or a guy), no friends and no life, still living at home. I’m clueless when it comes to talking to girls much less getting remotely in range of wanting to have sex with me. I’m like herp de derp, what’s penetration, I’ve never seen a pussy before. So I figure I might as well stay home and throw up the white flag as I finger myself in the ass.
I’m a professional masturbator and Turbo Virgin, I goon up to 12 hours at a time. That’s supposed to impress you, but I’m sure it doesn’t. I like dressing up and dancing to Britney Spears, fan girl crushing over my favorite boy band members... but not in a gay way. I just like their music. I wanna dress up in a genie costume and dance to genie in a bottle by Christina Aguilera. Once I came to the Backstreet Boys... Not in a gay way of course. I just found myself on the Backstreet Boys right when I came. Their music is so good and I was fan girling and came instantly. I sang along to I want it that way, but I wasn’t like looking at them when I came, I mean, I feel like there’s a grey area where maybe I’m not gay? I was just singing the lyrics when I came... So it was the song that did it, maybe a little of the fan girling, but mostly the song. I just like their music though. But they are cute. Lance Bass from *NSYNC is cute. Not in a gay way... I’m just saying. Raven likes George Michael. So. He’s cute. Look I know you’re reading this thinking I sound really gay, but I promise you it’s not coming from a gay place. I just like his hair. He looks good.
More about me and my kinks:
I like more of the psychological humiliation over the physical, i.e. enveloping the sissy girly role and the verbal humiliation, virgin mockery, masculinity mockery, gay mockery, small penis humiliation, the exaggerated stereotypical flamboyant gay best friend thing, but women would never have a romantic interest in me .. over things like pegging, cum eating, or chastity. None of those things really turn me on.
On episode 4 of Raven’s Gay Awakening Podcast 2, she went through a list of potential signs that could’ve made the listener gay growing up, and I could relate to most of them, but I still don’t feel like I’m fully gay. So I’m challenging you to make me gay because I just don’t think I am actually gay.
I mean everybody likes different stuff, right? Just because I shaved sometimes and dressed up in my step-mom and step-sister’s clothes when I was younger, and wanted to sip Starbucks vanilla bean Frappuccinos with the girls and knew all the lyrics to the Backstreet Boys and *NSYNC songs, and immediately experimented with anal play and dildos when I was younger, and watched the girliest shows growing up doesn’t make me gay?
I grew up feeling a little gay looking back, but I still don’t feel gay now. I was always just kind of girly, soft, and sensitive. I have a bit of a beanpole sissy physique as well. I wanted to be like the other guys, but just wasn’t as cool or as masculine.
As far as music when I was really young, I remember loving the Spice Girls, Britney Spears, and mostly girly pop growing up, especially Madonna, as well as boy bands like the Backstreet Boys. I thought Lance Bass from *NSYNC was good looking as well, so I would hang out in my step-sister’s room with her friends and draw hearts around them in magazines. I just wanted to hang with the girls and get Starbucks lattes, and read vogue or fashion magazines... Just not in a gay way lol.
So I wanna know your thoughts and to hear Goddess Brianna Kelly’s list of gay things that guys do or may have done growing up that they didn’t realize were gay, but were definitely gay. Even straight guys seem a little gay, comparing dick sizes and stuff. I heard a story once, where the girl was telling a story about how she overheard these two guys talking about sports or whatever, but really it was like they were having a “moment” together .. and it felt really gay with them getting all excited over it lol. Or guys playing spin the bottle with the girls, but other guys being involved, or dressing up as girls for Halloween. Stuff like that. If you have any stories that would be great!
Thank you so much, Goddess Bri and Miss Raven!!!"
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