It's been so long. It's so hard being alone in this house after you left. I can't stand all the time I have to be by myself. I try to fill my days with activities but there is really nothing that I can do to keep myself busy enough to keep you out of my thoughts. Tonight is like every other night. I get home from my office job where nobody notices my and after a mediocre dinner I take a long bath.

Soaking in the bubbles eases my muscles and tension but lets my mind wander to happier times when we were together. I remember fucking all the time and my pussy being filled with your cum. God I ...

It's been so long. It's so hard being alone in this house after you left. I can't stand all the time I have to be by myself. I try to fill my days with activities but there is really nothing that I can do to keep myself busy enough to keep you out of my thoughts. Tonight is like every other night. I get home from my office job where nobody notices my and after a mediocre dinner I take a long bath.

Soaking in the bubbles eases my muscles and tension but lets my mind wander to happier times when we were together. I remember fucking all the time and my pussy being filled with your cum. God I wish I could feel that cum again, inside of me, in my mouth, fuck I'll even take it in my hand if it meant getting you back. I need to stop my mind from running. This bath is over.

I hop out of the tub and grab my blue towel and start drying myself off. My long black hair is dripping wet and the droplets feel like ice as they cruise down my back. The fluffy cotton rubs against my skin and I dry my big breasts off making sure to fully dry underneath and between them. Flowing down my stomach and to my pussy I can feel my wet pubes all curled up. I give the hair a quick ruffle with my towel but I haven't felt any sense of desire since the last time I saw you. I finish drying my body and then brush my hair. Taking a quick glance in the mirror I decide to look at myself nude again. I remove my towel and stand in front of my mirror, dark hair and dark pubes are nestled on my fair white skin. Tilting my head to the side I try to convince my brain that I need sex and that I actually want it. I toy around the idea that maybe I'll go out and pick somebody up tonight but I know deep down that it will never happen. I grab my towel off of the floor and cover myself up, embarrassed at myself for even thinking such things.

I walk into our room and sit on our bed, the one that we used to fuck on day and night. As I lay down it's like I can almost hear your voice in my head telling me to rub my pussy. This time I don't deny myself or my feelings and I lay my head on my pillow, full breasts exposed with nipples perked and wanting. My body is screaming at my mind demanding that it finally have an orgasm. I submit to my bodies desires and start rubbing my clit under my towel. I don't remember it being so swollen before. I know it's been a while but has my clit always been that large?

I scream at my mind to shut up and just keep rubbing. I lose myself in my pleasure and continue to rub myself. My pussy is growing more and more wet and sticky with desire. It feels so good to be alive and I can't help but feel this fire under my skin. The urge is so intense and I know now my clit is swelling to a size that I have never felt before. I'm afraid but so horny. This need is too intense. "Keep rubbing, make it feel good" I hear in my head, in your voice. A shiver runs down my spine and a sweet pain that I have never felt before directly hits my clit and I feel like I'm going to scream in pleasure. I look down and what do I see? A huge purple swollen cock. The color drains from my face and I feel like somebody injected me with ice water. "What the fuck!" I can't help but freak out. My clit is now a cock and it's throbbing!

My body is battling my mind in an epic fight over lust and anxiety but eventually my body's need takes over. I have to touch this throbbing penis between my legs. I can't stop my hand from touching the head, running my finger down the shaft, wiggling this masterpiece of a dick that I've yearned for so long. I instantly recognized that it is a perfect model of the cock between your legs, but just a different color. I notice all at once that my hand is stroking it up and down and my mind bends. It's like my body is moving and mind has no control. I spit in my hand and smooth my fingers across my shaft and drift off to a pleasure filled ecstasy. Before I know it a deep sense of urgency fill my insides and I want so badly to push, to this orgasm out of me. I keep stroking and start to sweat at the movement. Finally my release comes and the white creamy cum that I've missed so much fills my hands. I rub it across my shaft and spread it between my fingers. I guess I got my wish after all.