I want you to carefully consider your options right now. Think about the consequences. Think about your further fall into the never-ending hole of addiction. Think about it carefully...
And now that you have weighted your choices, and have thought of the outcome, you may simply forget and let yourself fall, let yourself be trapped, and captured...
Some time ago perhaps you had a free will, and now it's gone, now, it simply doesn't matter if you have it, as now you can be mine.