It's a mindless fixation on one thought, that keeps on bringing you back to me. It's always there, it never leaves. The mindless addiction to hearing my voice and looking at my image, may never truly let you go, and your submissive desires may only grow, stronger, no matter what's your will.
It is so easy to get lost and so hard to be found again, but right now, that's not going to matter, because ALL you really want is simply be, in my presence, under my control, losing yourself completely, following my words, being relentlessly mine, under my spell, under my influence.