You have been unfortunate to be a sinner. You have been born into sin of being a man. You have sinned, and you have sinful thoughts. You have sinned in your thoughts and with your cock in your hand stroking, jerking yourself off to your sinful thoughts. It is a sin to be man and you must pay.

This is the time for you to pay your dues, to pay your sin tax. In the end, you are always paying for it and what a better time to do that then now. You must conform yourself to the idea that you are always a slave first, and a man later.