god has cast you out after your to confess your natural, homoerotic desires. The promise of eternal life isn't enough to keep you from wanting to suck c*ck and your intrusive thoughts are starting to control your life. A man of faith must devote himself to a higher power and worship in a way that he understands, otherwise he cannot worship in a genuine manner. Renounce your former faith and disingenuous confessions. Devote yourself to Lucifer and live deliciously.