I know all about your past ex and how awful she treated you. I'm also well aware of the fact that she had you so wrapped around her little finger, it was as if you were hypn0tized.
Girls like her and I, we only 'date' pathetic men like yourself for one reason and one reason only... money! She faked her orgasms and who could blame? Your penis is small and she was fucking other well endowed men.
And I hope reemerges back into your life so I can watch you fawn all over her, only to ultimately have your heart broken all over again.