Lucid Lavender!
Stare into my eyes, don't look away. I won't either. Focus on your breathing. Each breath getting deeper. And as your lungs fill and empty, so does your mind. Your brain seems to turn into a balloon and with each breath it fills and empties, over and over. Every time it fills, it pushes thoughts away. The balloon is emptying your mind, leaving nothing left. Putting you into a submissive state, where you're vulnerable and eager to do anything that I say. Relax into it. Don't forget to breathe. Are you naked yet? Are you in your most vulnerable state? No clothing to hide you, to mask your body. I want you naked and vulnerable. Nod and say, 'Yes Goddess', as you take off your clothes. Good boy.
Your hand drifts to your cock, doesn't it? You can't help the fact that you wanna touch. When you find yourself in this place, in this position, you don't want to do anything else. You wanna obey, you wanna touch your cock for Goddess. The more you touch the more empty your mind becomes. The more you touch any thoughts that were remaining drift away. I like how easy it is for me to get you where I want you. I like how easily you get there. So vulnerable, so lost, lost boy, staring at the screen, stroking and stroking and saying, 'Yes Mistress'. Edge over and over again. I trust that you have self control, that you're in the state of mind to exact control over yourself, to prevent yourself from having an orgasm.
It's hard work, to not cum, especially when you're so close. But when I have you like this it makes it a little easier, doesn't it? You're happier just to be here, happier to be taken away. My vulnerable boy, edging away all alone in his room. But I'm right here, you're not totally alone. Your Mistress is here to make sure that you're a good boy, to make sure that your mind stays nice and empty, to make sure your hand stays right on your cock, teasing and edging, and any time you get close you're going to.. slow down.. You're gonna calm down, you're not gonna cum, you're gonna wait for that wave to pass and then you're slowly going to start to stroke again. It's going to get harder and harder and you're going to get closer and closer, it's going to take longer and longer for you to calm down, and you will grow weaker and weaker..
I like you like this. This is how I want you to be. Stroking and edging yourself and getting really close.. and then the frustration.. and that frustration feels so fucking good. And it hurts so fucking bad. Some boys can't stop themselves, some boys can't edge at all but you, you can. And you're good at it. Stroke and say, 'Yes Mistress, I'll do anything for you'. You'll stop your orgasm for me. You won't cum for me. You like being told you're made, created, broken to be told, 'Yes you can cum. Mistress gives you permission'. But I don't, I don't give you permission. Edging makes you weaker, edging makes you more susceptible, edging makes you more vulnerable. And you, you want to be vulnerable, you want to weakened, you want to be broken, isn't that right? Yes because I have a good boy here in front of me. Tell me how you're a good boy. Show me how you're a good boy. Edge over and over again. Show me that you can stop, show me that you have control.
You let me in your head, you let me play around with you, you let me turn you into a little puppet. I have the string that controls your hand. Pulling it up and down and up and down and then letting it go, over and over again. You're frustrating yourself, you're weakening yourself, you are becoming my puppet. Stroke your cock, boy. And you can beg all you want, the answer is no. You can't. Because I don't want you to. And I don't care what you want because I know what's best. I know what you deserve. I know what I want and I want you to be edged and frustrated, so frustrate yourself. Do it. See how close you can get. Closer and closer until it feels like you really might go over, like if you take your hand away you might ruin yourself. Get that close. Now stop touching yourself completely. Maybe it'll dribble a little bit. Maybe you'll ruin it. Whatever happens as long as you don't stroke yourself to completion, Mistress is happy. Don't you want me to be happy? You do because I've turned you into my submissive bitch.
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