Miss Lucid!
Welcome. I know that you scheduled an appointment with me to discuss your porn addiction. And I've been reading your past notes and I've come to the conclusion that you're not really a porn addict. You see the normal patterns don't really apply here. If you were in fact a porn addict, you would be watching more traditional 'vanilla' porn. But I see here that you watch femdom porn. And in these videos, the women are fully dressed, aren't they? I'm going to make a point here but first let's look at the text book definition of porn. 'Pornography is visual material containing the explicit display of sexual organs or activity'. So let me ask you, 'Are there any sexual organs in the porn that you watch'? No? Hmmm, now answer this question, 'Are the women in the women fully dressed in the porn clips that you watch'? You don't see any nudity, do you? No. So you see where the problem is here, right? There's no nudity or sexual activity in the 'porn' you watch, so you're not really watching porn nor are you a porn addict.
So what I see is that you crave videos of women humiliating you, fully dressed. And you find that you can only get off to these types of videos. I mean porn can be kinda subjective, I suppose you can masturbate to anything you like. But you came to me in a panic thinking that you have a porn addiction, but from what I can tell, listening to you and looking at your history, I've come to the conclusion that you don't have a porn addiction, you have a masturbation addiction. You can't help but stroke yourself every single day, multiple times per day. So we're getting somewhere here, we're redefining your addiction. It's not porn that you're addicted to, but rather masturbating and self loathing.
And now that we've realized the real root cause of your problem, we can tackle it. You see, your real problem is becoming quite evident, you have no self esteem. The fact that you are sexualizing women who are fully dressed and verbally degrading you, really shows just how pathetic you are. I have to be blunt with you so you realize that you don't have a porn addiction, you have a masturbation addiction due to low self esteem. That is why you are here. Do you understand that? I see that you do, in fact, even something about our interaction now is turning you on. You have no self esteem and you have sexualized the fact that you enjoy jerking off to mean girls who make fun of you. Your issues are really deep.
I'm sure these issues have been going on since you were young. You were probably always a bit awkward, unattractive and a bit of a loner or loser growing up. And as you grew older you sexualized these things and learned to get off to being ignored or humiliated, just like you always were. I'll even bet that when you looked me up, aside from being a qualified psychoanalyst, I'm also a really mean dominatrix. And I'll bet that's why you chose me. Isn't that right? You see that humiliation porn that you buy, that you binge watch, isn't cutting it for you anymore is it? You need a more personal experience so you've checked yourself in for some more extensive psychoanalysis with me.
You need a psychoanalyst like me who has brought men to their knees as a mean dominatrix in her spare time. You know I'm the right psychoanalyst for you. In fact, you chose me because you knew about my background as a dominatrix and that right there tells me all I need to know about you. Not only are you addicted to masturbating, you're addicted to extreme humiliation. You've sexualized your mental disorders, you've sexualized your depression and your self loathing. You use masturbation as a form of self medication. And right now I'm showing you how to jerk it and it's triggering you, isn't it? Am I helping you or making you worse right now? I don't care. You like it. If you like the solution as much as I do, then who am I as your psychoanalyst, to stop you.
Look at you, you're so pathetic that you've even turned your psychoanalysis into another fucked up fetish for you to masturbate to. But luckily for you, I'm a different type of psychoanalyst and I see you for who you truly are. So go on, masturbate for me. You've finally found the psychoanalyst of your dreams, someone who accepts you for being a femdom porn addicted masturbation addict. You just can't help but masturbate, can you? You love it when I'm a total bitch to you. So keep stroking, I want you humiliating yourself in front of me, showing me who you truly are. And as long as you are my patient, I will keep on making you worse. And you're so lucky to have found me, a fully dressed woman who is being condescending to you, just like in all the 'porn' you watch. You really are such a loser, I know you'll be back next week and the week after than and the week after that...
