You've been used to rejection your whole life, everyone at some point has rejected you. Your family and friends, work colleagues and even neighbours have. You are so used to it you don't even try anymore, you just sit at home and waste away the nights looking at porn and watching tv. It's better to save yourself from more embarrassment and more rejection by not even trying and it saves people from having to come up with excuses as to why they reject you. You've heard all the excuses before and even I will reject you in the end.