You have a small dick so naturally you are curious about what it feels like to have a big one. This curiosity pushes you to test your limits.

Your small dick will never grow, so there's no remedy there, but you can experience the feeling of satisfying a big one.

It's so fun watching you while the perspective shifts, finally you will become a cocksucker.
You can't satisfy a girl so you will become the one who will satisfy.

It's the right path for you.
You want what you can't have.