I have already been crying for a couple of hours when I start this video. I show you my puffy eyes and red nose. I start telling you why im upset, and it inevitably makes me start crying again. I sob and whimper while I tell you that the guy im seeing wants me to gain back the weight ive lost because he doesnt like my new smaller boobs. I tell you how ugly and un-sexy and unfeminine that makes me feel, it makes me hate my body. I worked so hard to get to this point and im not more attractive because of it, apparently im actually less! Its a horrible feeling. I weep, full-on ugly crying whil... Show more