As you can hear my emphysema is getting worse ... But I crave cigarettes like never before. I am explaining to you how I feel after regular check-ups with my doctor. I felt the need to lie to my doctor that I had reduced smoking and in fact I could not control my smoking need....

As you can hear my emphysema is getting worse ... But I crave cigarettes like never before. I am explaining to you how I feel after regular check-ups with my doctor. I felt the need to lie to my doctor that I had reduced smoking and in fact I could not control my smoking need....