Is my smoking an addiction or a fetish? I assume it's both. I am often asked if I would smoke even if I didn't make videos and the answer is YES. I was a smoker long before I started making videos. I share my clips with you because I know that you are also a smoker and that you think and want the same as me. And if you're not a smoker then you want to see me destroy my lungs. My desire to punish my lungs arose many years ago...