This is a difficult story for me because this is a very personal story. I'm talking about the reasons that led me to the decision that I want to destroy my lungs and share with you my breathing problems.
When I was I was diagnosed with asthma, and I don’t remember a time when I didn’t have breathing problems. I talk about a few times when 911 had to come, I talk about my pneumonia and my nightmares. I also talk about my most recent episodes of shortness of breath and serious breathing problems.
It’s not easy for me to tell all this and I need my cigarettes to help me tell this story...

This is a difficult story for me because this is a very personal story. I'm talking about the reasons that led me to the decision that I want to destroy my lungs and share with you my breathing problems.
When I was I was diagnosed with asthma, and I don’t remember a time when I didn’t have breathing problems. I talk about a few times when 911 had to come, I talk about my pneumonia and my nightmares. I also talk about my most recent episodes of shortness of breath and serious breathing problems.
It’s not easy for me to tell all this and I need my cigarettes to help me tell this story. I chain smoke 4 cigarettes, Marlboro 100's. As I smoke my first cigarette I gather the courage to tell my story. Cigarettes are my best friend and as a heavy smoker I rely heavily on them. Cigarettes have never let me down and I am ready to face my demons and relive all my hard breathing episodes.
A few nights ago I had one of those episodes and I was scared because none of my inhalers helped me ...