It's been about a week since the SCP took hold of your “mass” and you've been able to feel anything. It's just so freeing, isn't it? Not having that Pathetic thing ruling your mind. Telling you just how much you need to pump. Need to stroke. Need to give into this ‘urge”. You may “deny’ this, but do you really think we didn't have cameras in the barracks? Isn't that cute. Of course, we did, and I saw it all.