I wasn't going to film anything tonight. I have been feeling so tired, but I was still so hungry and any time I can get in the extra calories and enjoy it...I am going to do it...I quadruple scooped chili into my bowl and then added cheese and cornbread bake...I sat and watched my show and ate...and ate...and ate...all of a sudden I realized...I maybe had pushed myself too far...I could barely move...I totally without meaning to ate myself immobile...I couldn't believe it. My phone was next to me so I set it up so you can see how bloated and my fat big belly is. As it hangs over my pants an...

I wasn't going to film anything tonight. I have been feeling so tired, but I was still so hungry and any time I can get in the extra calories and enjoy it...I am going to do it...I quadruple scooped chili into my bowl and then added cheese and cornbread bake...I sat and watched my show and ate...and ate...and ate...all of a sudden I realized...I maybe had pushed myself too far...I could barely move...I totally without meaning to ate myself immobile...I couldn't believe it. My phone was next to me so I set it up so you can see how bloated and my fat big belly is. As it hangs over my pants and out of my top...I talk about what happened and how I am feeling...even going as far as to take a bite or two more...that was the limit. I think I am going to be sick. I seriously was about to panic, I am about to throw up and I can barely move...life has literally never been so hard. lol.