We both know you’re still a virgin. You are now and you’ll stay like this. I don’t want to talk about the reasons of your conditions but I want to talk about the role you can have now. Since you can’t approach the female world as a normal guy, you need to approach it differently: being a slave is the only goal you can reach in your sexual life: being humiliated constantly, jerk off to clips and pay Goddesses. This is your role in the society, you start from now.