This is the day i've been waiting for so many years. I am going to meet the first love of my life. I still have the dress he bought for me years ago and I want to surprise him by wearing it. But oh no. I look like a fat cow in it. When he bought it for me I was 45 kilos. A year ago I was 50. But what happened? I checked my weight now and it's omg 66.6 kilos. I can't go on a date. He likes slim girls not fat ones. So I guess I will just stay at home and order a pizza and cry about the hard life