These are desperate times. You would do anything to keep a roof over your head. No one would blame you. And it's not like you haven't thought about it for a very long time. It doesn't make you gay when it's a necessity. What makes you a faggot is you love it. Your love for cock; the taste of it, the feel of it. You finally have a reason to explore your curiosity. It's self preservation after all.

These are desperate times. You would do anything to keep a roof over your head. No one would blame you. And it's not like you haven't thought about it for a very long time. It doesn't make you gay when it's a necessity. What makes you a faggot is you love it. Your love for cock; the taste of it, the feel of it. You finally have a reason to explore your curiosity. It's self preservation after all.