I'm waiting for my ride to go to the beach, and I have time to grab a snack first. Nothing too heavy though cause I wanna look toned and show off my flat tummy in my bikini.

I start snacking on the yummy food my step-mom made for us later...okay maybe snacking isn't the right word. More like eating. Or devouring. Okay I'm pretty much full-on bingeing...stuffing my face with a family-size portion of noodles, a whole plate of dumplings, two turkey sandwiches AND an entire mango cheesecake with whipped cream. And then extra whipped cream cause it just wasn't enough for me.

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I'm waiting for my ride to go to the beach, and I have time to grab a snack first. Nothing too heavy though cause I wanna look toned and show off my flat tummy in my bikini.

I start snacking on the yummy food my step-mom made for us later...okay maybe snacking isn't the right word. More like eating. Or devouring. Okay I'm pretty much full-on bingeing...stuffing my face with a family-size portion of noodles, a whole plate of dumplings, two turkey sandwiches AND an entire mango cheesecake with whipped cream. And then extra whipped cream cause it just wasn't enough for me.

You can see the damage has been done...my belly is nowhere near flat. It's protruding out from my bathing suit like a giant inflated beach ball. I look ridiculous! I can barely move I'm so full...and I'm so humiliated that I've done this to myself and have nowhere to hide it. Everyone's totally going to see how out of control I got, they will be shocked!

I start to try to press my belly down but it's so stuffed full, it's not going anywhere. It does feel good to rub and touch it though. And you know what? Secretly I kind of like how I look right now. Is that crazy? I actually love the feeling of my big inflated belly stretched out like this..and I love the big round bulge I have in front. Speaking of bulges...I might as well confess...another thing I like is to picture a guy watch me stuff myself...I start to confess to the camera the details of my fantasy. I'll save it for the video cause I'm super embarrassed to type it out. Getting wet right now thinking about it...eek my face is so red from writing that! It is fun to talk about though... wanna join me?