You feel so worthless that you’ve convinced yourself you have to pay for any scrap of attention you can get. Deep down, you know that Lola doesn’t love you—she never has and never will. Yet, there’s something about her that keeps pulling you back. You’re captivated by her, drawn to her in a way you can’t quite explain. Watching her, listening to her, even when she’s being cruel, gives you a twisted sense of satisfaction. Her harsh words sting, but they also keep you hooked, making you crave for more.

You feel so worthless that you’ve convinced yourself you have to pay for any scrap of attention you can get. Deep down, you know that Lola doesn’t love you—she never has and never will. Yet, there’s something about her that keeps pulling you back. You’re captivated by her, drawn to her in a way you can’t quite explain. Watching her, listening to her, even when she’s being cruel, gives you a twisted sense of satisfaction. Her harsh words sting, but they also keep you hooked, making you crave for more.