What started out as a night of relaxing alone and smoking to unwind turns into a long, slow, self tease as I indulge in my favorite thing of all: my intense oral fixation. At first it's simple: just sucking on my fingers, feeling them caress my lips and tongue, drooling down over my hand... but soon I'm stuffing more and more of them in, stretching my mouth as wide as my little lips will go so I can acommodate the whole thing- wiggling my fingers at the back of my throat and just -daring- my gag reflex to respond.