What a hard life it is, stroking boys until they’re desperate, and having to be the big meanie who tells them “no!” if they haven’t behaved well enough to earn my good graces. This boy is constantly flip-flopping on me, and it’s up to me to train him up. Misbehave, and you get dick slaps and denial. Or maybe I’m just in a mood today, it’s just so much fun to make them squirm.