Monday. I realized that I'm too impatient. I start something that takes time and after few minutes start looking for shortcuts. Like that time when I prepared awesome teal 25'' balloon for blowing and had an honest intention to blow it till burst. And I did well, I was blowing that balloon and becoming more and more horny with every second...till I realized that I want to see the burst RIGHT NOW. And I squeezed this balloon hard with my fingers and made it pop on my lips. That was a pure impulse. But...a good one. Maybe I should listen to my impulses more often, huh?