Technique after technique fails to change this patient's behavior patterns. But today I'm going to pump him so hard, so fucking hard, at the end of a long day locked in our bedroom. You'll think I can't possibly be so merciless. I won't possibly pump to within an inch of even my strength, before letting go so fast with him pointed straight towards the ceiling and a little dribble pops out, seconds later, so useless, as he begs in futility.