You NEED to scratch that itch. You know the one I'm talking about. The one that you are ALWAYS craving? That little findom addiction of yours, the one you think you can quit. But here you are yet again, back to relapse-fantasy right back down the rabbit hole. The more you ignore it, the worse it gets, until it's so overwhelming, ignoring it for even a second longer is agony and not an option. You NEED to relapse-fantasy. Denial is a powerful thing, but it won't save you.