Like most beta losers, you were born this way. That means being a pathetic bitch is weaved throughout your DNA. Nothing you can do about it except embrace it and follow your calling. Of course you're drawn to me, betas are drawn to a superior Goddess. It's your natural state to want to surrender and serve perfection. Through all the humiliation you crave feeling small and vulnerable. Even being allowed to jerk in my presence is an honor for a loser like you...but of course you'll need to clean up your slime in the end.