Don't be surprised that every time you think you've broken free, you end up right back kneeling and begging to experience my control again, to be useful, to be used. It's never too long before that need to stroke and submit overwhelms every thing else. All it can take is the simplest trigger to send you into another spiral. Go ahead and try to fool yourself, try to convince yourself that you're stronger now, that one clip will be ok and then you can stop and walk away again. We both know it's a lie and once you start your relapse, you'll be sucked into another frenzy or jerking, spending an... Show more