The affection you've developed for me go unreciprocated, and you accept that. I'm always at the forefront of your thoughts. You are always jerking to me, worshipping me, utterly addicted to me I use you as I see fit. I'll never be your girlfriend, you'll never touch me, but that doesn't change the how much I mean to you. Your adoration is unreciprocated but it also feels so natural, and the way things were meant to be.