You used to believe that you could quit this anytime you wanted... and then, you tried to stop... and in that moment... you realized that your powerlessness is no longer just a fetish or fantasy. Your powerlessness against Me is very, very real. You're not in control anymore. The moment you tried to quit is the moment you nuked your brain. You acknowledged that you have no sense of self control when it comes to Me. It's time to embrace your fate before you drive yourself crazy and spiral deeper down into your addiction. Giving in is the best thing you can do.