You're a man. You've been burdened with biological and societal responsibilities and obligations that take over your whole life. It's not your fault that the world that has seemingly been built to cater to you has become your whole downfall. It's not your fault that the feminine form strikes you harshly and renders you weak and vulnerable. The power these things have over you are almost impossible to overcome. But it's not your fault; you're a man, after all.