You know that you've been fucking your hand for so long at this point that fucking Women isn't an option anymore. You wouldn't know what to do. In My presence you'd be shaking. We both know you need something more than vanilla, you're too fucked up in the head for the average Woman. You need a ruler. your life sucks, you fucking loser. What is there for you in normalcy? Is there even any hope for you at this point?