Stroke your dick and get it good and hard and aroused. Stroke it right up to the edge. At this point, you will jerk off to anything I put in your face, even gay porn. But, that doesn't mean you're gay, just submissive. Keep jerking. Ignore the taboo. Explore your sexuality some more and keep on stroking. Lust for the cock, you're not gay this is purely sexual. Or are you?