I think that it is important that you embrace your submissive nature. Fighting it will only cause you unhappiness. You know that you feel most fulfilled when you are told what to do. You are most complete when you have a purpose and are serving your Mistress. You will put aside your ego and be encouraged to be the submissive male that you know you are. We can’t all be leaders in this world, it’s followers like you that help make my dreams come true, and isn’t that what we both want?