There is no greater purpose in this life than being an object for My pleasure. In the real world, a shy little nobody like you would have no place whatsoever in My life. But findom has given you a purpose, a place, a reason to exist to Me. Even if only for a few moments every time you send...you know that’s all you deserve, anyways. But don’t feel discouraged - all men exist to be used. Some serve as a play thing for Goddess, but you? you only exist as My pay thing.