Trying to concentrate. Trying to read and study this philosophy . I cannot seem to get my head into the books. I have way too much on my mind. All this rage and power is building up. You see I have something that needs to be dealt with. Yes...my fist needs to connect to this dudes face that I had a run in with the other day. How am I supposed to concentrate when all I can think of is pumping up and letting all my rage out. I am trying...really really trying to let it all go and keep my head in the books. But my mind keeps going back to pumping up and getting ready to handle business. I need to...

Trying to concentrate. Trying to read and study this philosophy . I cannot seem to get my head into the books. I have way too much on my mind. All this rage and power is building up. You see I have something that needs to be dealt with. Yes...my fist needs to connect to this dudes face that I had a run in with the other day. How am I supposed to concentrate when all I can think of is pumping up and letting all my rage out. I am trying...really really trying to let it all go and keep my head in the books. But my mind keeps going back to pumping up and getting ready to handle business. I need to destroy him and NOW. That's it I cannot take it anymore. No more books, no more philosophy. Its all about letting this rage out of me once and for all.