Normal people see their life being ruined as something devastating, something to be in constant fear of. But you're not normal. The threat of having the wonderful, beautiful life you've spent years building, all being torn to pieces makes you fearful, sure, except that the extreme drop in power and control also makes you hard. Would your life being made irreparable and your reputation being tainted be where you finally hit the peak of pleasure, loser? Or is it the warning of how I dangle your entire life in front of your face to make sure you behave? You can't even blame Me in the end. You ...

Normal people see their life being ruined as something devastating, something to be in constant fear of. But you're not normal. The threat of having the wonderful, beautiful life you've spent years building, all being torn to pieces makes you fearful, sure, except that the extreme drop in power and control also makes you hard. Would your life being made irreparable and your reputation being tainted be where you finally hit the peak of pleasure, loser? Or is it the warning of how I dangle your entire life in front of your face to make sure you behave? You can't even blame Me in the end. You provided the contacts. You provided the information. And you placed yourself in a situation you can't escape unless I were to be merciful enough to let you go. This is all your doing, all your fault. I'm simply taking the power you so enthusiastically handed to Me on a silver platter with no regard for yourself. All you can do is love Me more for putting you in danger.