You were infatuated by her. You wanted her. She never wanted you. And years later, you became a story of weakness and desperation that she told her girlfriends when discussing how pathetic men can be. I should know, being someone many have fawned over but very few have experienced. You were more into the rejection, weren't you? The thought of your heart being broken by your dream girl evolved into something deeper and more depraved, and you began to crave that rejection in a much more intense way. Now your day consists of sending money to and being horrendously by beautiful women that don't... Show more