It's all just an illusion, you'll never escape this! We've been here so many times and you just cant learn. No matter how you try to resist. It means nothing. You'll always be back to stroke away all your savings. I still cant believe you haven't just embraced the life of serving my arse, serving me. The humiliation turns you on and drives your frustration, but the reality makes you fearful. You think you shouldn't be manipulated but you are and always will be, you cant get this anywhere else, this is your life now.