You try to stay away, but it's utterly hopeless. Your Femdom addiction is more than "addiction" it's your SEXUAL ORIENTATION. Just like gay people can't stop being gay, you can't stop thinking about being owned and submitting to ME. Your needs will always overwhelm your attempts to stop yourself. You need to embrace the lifestyle you know you need. You need to give up on resistance and accept that you are wired for addiction to ME.