Sending money to Me who doesn't bother you is the only thing that turns you on. This is an addiction that gets deeper and more dangerous. Financial ruin is one of your biggest fantasies. You are already making sacrifices to spend more than you should. You are probably already going into debt! I know it because the thought of debt and bankruptcy turns you on. When you pay, your cock automatically getting hard. And it is so good that you cannot stop. You cant control it anymore. The more you spend, the more you twitch. Soon you will need to start selling things so that you can maintain your a... Show more