There's no one that loves or even cares about you. Your well-being is your problem and your problem alone. You have so many reasons to hate yourself and it's been that way for awhile, hasn't it? You are just a miserable soul who slinks back to me because you're incapable of finding positive coping skills. You don't want to be healthy. You want to suffer because deep down, you know it's all you deserve. You're stuck in this dark pit all by yourself and no one is coming to save you.