Why must you try and complicate things? Who cares when or how this addiction started? One day you were normal and the next you were jerking off for hours at a time....end of story. Being a porn addict feels good and feeling good is the only thing that matters. If it helps, you can pretend like you don't have a problem. You can play like you don't watch porn every night. You can play like you don't spend all your money on clips and sexy girls. Whatever helps as long as you don't stop