The happiness you feel when jerking makes you feel like your life isn't that bad, but it's all an illusion. Your life has gone downhill since taking up this addiction. Your bad habits have made you spiral into a miserable loser . There's no going back. You now do this to self-sooth . To distract your self from the awful life you now live. You hate yourself for relying so heavily on porn but you see no other way to live.

The happiness you feel when jerking makes you feel like your life isn't that bad, but it's all an illusion. Your life has gone downhill since taking up this addiction. Your bad habits have made you spiral into a miserable loser . There's no going back. You now do this to self-sooth . To distract your self from the awful life you now live. You hate yourself for relying so heavily on porn but you see no other way to live.