Letters To Tara Vol. I - "How I Went From An Alpha-Top To A Beta-Bottom" Based on an actual telephone conversation. John was a very heterosexual man. He enjoyed many women in his life; but an unfortunate series of events landed him in Federal Prison and that is where his story begins. Listen now and discover how he went from being a heterosexual alpha male into a beta bitch boi by way of a three year federal prison sentence. Based on an actual telephone conversation and true story!