You can ́t controle your paypig urges for findom. You will stuck in this tunnel forever. There is no chance to hide because once you tried, you will always come back. You will spend more and more because you love the rush of euphoria. Sending money to me is your sex! Goon yourself stupid and willingness. Darken your room and use headphone while getting completly out of this world and become an obedient paypig again.