A good deal of you are secretly or not so secretly pretty angry at me. You hate me, but you still love to jerk off to me. The only way you can reconcile your thoughts here is to assume that I'm a bitch with no self-respect. It's pathetic of me to be doing this, selling my body & I'm probably super unhappy or lonely. You like to think that I have no prospects & will age out of this soon. That's why it hurts to see me come back year after year, more and more brilliant. That's why it stings for me to rub in your face that I'm a well-rounded, well-educated, wholesome person, who somehow gets ho... Show more