Part 3 : at this point, you see in her eyes that she doesnt even care about me at all. You see that she would do anything that crosses her mind. and I knew I was lucky to still be alive... She started by taking off her socks and shoved them in my mouth, she got me on my knees on the bed and just squeezed me in a tight bearhug. I thought my ribs were breaking...I couldnt breathe at all...Very long bearhug, didnt want to release me...and I couldnt take it anymore... she didnt care about my ''Im sorry, Im so sorry''